Books with title You are not a brother to me: ...I am head over heels in love with him...

I am madly in love with my cousin. But he does not know it. For Mark, I'm just the sister he loves. And at night I imagine how he caresses me in his bed. Every day he brings a new girl to the house and kisses my eyes. I can't escape, now we live in the same house and we are forced to see each other for a day. This is hell because I know he will never want a girl like me ...Attention The novel is very fragile bed scenes! Bastard and CONDITIONAL main hero !!!